On Death
Gone. Just gone..
Im sitting here. In an enormous shock. A shock to where nothing In this fucking world matters. Work. Uni. Its all a blank. I have the same fucked up feeling I had the first and last time I got high. Blood flowing to fast. Heart pumping nervously but I can't feel it. I just witnessed my two of my bestfriends from HS who knew more about me than my own mother, cry on the call. When I got the news, I sat for minutes, mouth wide open. In a panic shock, but somehow stuck to the chair with no movement. It feels like everytime life is finally starting to get slightly alright, god is like nope.
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