On Little Ladybug
yk what being on this trip felt like?
im sitting here on this beach all alone. it’s so empty rn. it’s 3am. this 10€ joint.. yk what being on this solo trip felt like? it feels like I’m a little ladybug, sailing on a little leaf across the big sea. i feel so little but in a good way.
i frantically used to go search for it as if a lost puzzle piece, searching for it in people, places, things, jobs, experiences, everywhere except within. i was wearing the specs i was searching for and the puzzle piece was inside my own pocket the entire time. im such an idiot.
I close my eyes and lay down on the sand listing to this song.. and I feel like the music brought me to death, then I wake up open my eyes, then i realize im all alone in some peaceful place..but I feel whole than ever, no not lonely, it’s just like home that i never remember.. maybe this place is where everything begins?
Sailing on my little leaf,
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